On the 3rd of June 2008, my baby Pongo Boy which is also my family’s first ever male dog, had leave us and went to his own doggie paradise or you can call it doggie heaven. I’m not going to dwell onto what happened but I believe whatever decision that my family and I made was for the best for Pongo boy himself. 
Seeing you walk into the vet’s van willingly was the saddest part as you never like being in a car. I know that you’ve had been suffering for all these while and i’m sorry for not being able to tell what is wrong with you. It was selfish of me to think that it is just some minor problems that can be cured easily as i’m always putting high hopes that you’ll only die at an old age.
I know that for all these 6 years, I’ve not love you as much as i should or didn’t play nor pay attention to you the way you deserve it to be. I’m sorry i didn’t get to say goodbye in time as i was gasping for air when i was crying for your departure. I just couldn’t take the fact that you’re leaving me so soon. You’re part of my family and I didn’t want you to leave. 
It looks like i’ve hardly taken any pictures of you and I truly regret not doing so. Every night i lay on my bed, memories of you and I keep going through my head, staring at the only photo of you with me, I’m dying to see you by my side again.
I remember the times when I take you out for a walk or poo time, you’ll jump and run like a reindeer like a small kid, or whenever i’m taking down the dry clothes, you’ll smell my thighs and your saliva will stick on my pants and i’ll playfully hit your head by doing that. I also remember the times when i secretly let you enter the kitchen area and run around whenever my parents are out and i’m alone. 
Sometimes, i would play hide and seek with you or encourage you to flirt with my Snowy whenever my dad or mum aren’t keeping an eye on you. 
How are you Pongo? Are you feeling lonely up there? The rest of the family and Snowy are still feeling down after your sudden departure. I hope you’re not suffering up there in your doggie heaven or paradise? I hope you have been running around like a free dog and not suffering. Do make a family with other lady dogs and i’ll see you one day. Please don’t forget about my family and I. I’ll always love you my baby Pongo boy. You’ll always be in my heart.
Pongo Lee : 17th January 2002 – 3rd June 2008
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I remember the first time when i first went n get you for my sister from my dad’s friend. I traded you with a box of chocolates. 
Of all your brothers, i’ve picked you because you stood out among the rest of them. When i set my eyes on you, i knew that you’re the dog that I want, you’re our Pongo boy! I love the times when i play football(using a basketball) with you as the goalkeeper and boy oh boy, you’re a really good soccer player. I’ll remember the kiss i gave you before you go. Goodbye Pongo.
P.S : my sister‘s story about Pongo is making me cry so badly.
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hey you.. chill laaa.. each life given on earth would end, it’s just a matter of time.. i’m sure he’d okay up there in the heaven..and since you’ve got not much of memories with pongo, make sure you hold on to the bits and chumps you have with him. don’t let go..and cheer up okay.. i’m pretty sure he wouldn’t be happy up there seeing you like this..
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Hey..Melissa..dont worry..or dont be sad….i know that..Pongo is up there now in his Doggie Paradise..enjoying himself..flirting with lots of female doggies..XD..and..i can see..that he is now..by the beach ..relaxing himself…having a glass of chilling Doggie Cocktail…..and i know that he will never ever forget u and ur family…and dont blame urself..for not saying goodbye to him..he knows that u love him very much…and i am very sure that he always want u to be happy ..no matter what happens….he will always be by ur side…;)….
By,
Alex ..ahemmm ( Alexandrea )
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weh ssap girl . i cried when i was reading through your post weh
but anyway, Pongo will be very happy now cause he knows that his owner really LOVE him 
cheer okay? the SSAP GIRLS will always be here for you when you need a shoulder to cry for 
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-jean
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Lynnett : Thanks lynn, i’ll just take some time to chill and yeah, he wouldnt be happy seeing me like this. I know that he’ll be thiking like this.
Alex : hey alexandrea, i know he’ll be clubbing in his doggie heaven. I know he’ll be by my side, I can feel his presence.
Jean : eh ssap jean! terror man u can cry! salute u la woman! i also cry while writing and rereading it that time. thanks ssap GIRLS, i know you’ll lend me a shoulder when i need to cry.
thanks alot.
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hey girl!!dont be so upset k?i am sure pongo will understand that whatever decision you have done..its all for his own good…to lighten his pain…so CHEER UP LEE MEI YAN!
time will heal everythi ng ….find something interesting to occupy yourself dearie….=))….LOVE…at the same time..treasure and cherish your lil snowy…. 
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i got nothing much to say. you know how i feel
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Sue Anne : thanks for the comment. I don’t know what to say. I’m feeling numb right now.
Michelle Jie Jie : Yeah i’m feeling this way too. sigh.
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Supp girl,
Cheer up yo! life goes on =) and im sure ur pongo wants you to move on. He’s probably in a casino now… making millions! after that, he probably bought a new mansion, hired a butler… found a wife… got laid and got babies… you know… those stuff.. LoL! Like alex said, doggie Cocktails are a must!
Look to the bright side, pongo isnt suffering anymore. Btw, have you ever thought.. that if you missed pongo so much, he’s up there suffering because he knows there are ppl missing him back on earth, and that he wants so badly to return? this is where you can do him a favour =) When you move on, so does he
Take Care! peace~
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Melissaaaaaaaaa.
Eh, I think I’ve said everything I wanted to say to you already! Haha. Plus you’re sitting right next to me now. 
But yeah. Just hold on to your happy happy happy memories with Pongo (don’t say nonsense like you don’t have any! 
) All those memories that just belong to both you and Pongo- seeing him jump like a reindeer and petting him on the head hard. haha. I know he misses you a lot too. But he’d want you to be happy like how he brought happiness and joy into your life also. Okay? Don’t forget to show Snowy lots of love and attention too! Gambate~!
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yes.. take your time, it’s never easy to lose someone so dear to you.. but don’t take so long, the longer you live in sorrow, and cry your eyes out, the harder it’ll be for pongo.. you know he loves you, and when he loves you, he wants you to be happy.. love you kay..
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*hugs* =(
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Dear Melissa, I’m deeply sorry to hear about the passing of Pongo. I understand it’s hard to part with a dog, especially when both of you are so close to each other, been through the thick and thin of life together…
Pongo’s departure might be very saddening to you and you might find it hard to accept the fact that it has left us for a better place up there, but on the other hand, death for him might be a relief from pain and misery.
I hope Pongo is having fun up there. Hugs!
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Sorry to hear that. Birth,Age,Sickness,Death = are parts of life.
I remember when my dog had blood in his poo, i got so upset and I thought that somebody poisoned him. I got depressed the whole day and extremely worried he might die. Thanks to everything, nothing happened.
Time will dampen everything…
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hey…Don’t be sad..i’m sure he is safe where he is…:) tc
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Lee Mei Yan..My veeeeeeeeeeeerrry old friend hehe.Guess ur not grieving bout ur dog anymore.Well , its time to move on and get a new dog.Get a westie or a shizu where u can cuddle them lol
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