On the 3rd of June 2008, my baby Pongo Boy which is also my family’s first ever male dog, had leave us and went to his own doggie paradise or you can call it doggie heaven. I’m not going to dwell onto what happened but I believe whatever decision that my family and I made was for the best for Pongo boy himself. 
Seeing you walk into the vet’s van willingly was the saddest part as you never like being in a car. I know that you’ve had been suffering for all these while and i’m sorry for not being able to tell what is wrong with you. It was selfish of me to think that it is just some minor problems that can be cured easily as i’m always putting high hopes that you’ll only die at an old age.
I know that for all these 6 years, I’ve not love you as much as i should or didn’t play nor pay attention to you the way you deserve it to be. I’m sorry i didn’t get to say goodbye in time as i was gasping for air when i was crying for your departure. I just couldn’t take the fact that you’re leaving me so soon. You’re part of my family and I didn’t want you to leave. 
It looks like i’ve hardly taken any pictures of you and I truly regret not doing so. Every night i lay on my bed, memories of you and I keep going through my head, staring at the only photo of you with me, I’m dying to see you by my side again.
I remember the times when I take you out for a walk or poo time, you’ll jump and run like a reindeer like a small kid, or whenever i’m taking down the dry clothes, you’ll smell my thighs and your saliva will stick on my pants and i’ll playfully hit your head by doing that. I also remember the times when i secretly let you enter the kitchen area and run around whenever my parents are out and i’m alone. 
Sometimes, i would play hide and seek with you or encourage you to flirt with my Snowy whenever my dad or mum aren’t keeping an eye on you. 
How are you Pongo? Are you feeling lonely up there? The rest of the family and Snowy are still feeling down after your sudden departure. I hope you’re not suffering up there in your doggie heaven or paradise? I hope you have been running around like a free dog and not suffering. Do make a family with other lady dogs and i’ll see you one day. Please don’t forget about my family and I. I’ll always love you my baby Pongo boy. You’ll always be in my heart.
Pongo Lee : 17th January 2002 - 3rd June 2008
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I remember the first time when i first went n get you for my sister from my dad’s friend. I traded you with a box of chocolates. 
Of all your brothers, i’ve picked you because you stood out among the rest of them. When i set my eyes on you, i knew that you’re the dog that I want, you’re our Pongo boy! I love the times when i play football(using a basketball) with you as the goalkeeper and boy oh boy, you’re a really good soccer player. I’ll remember the kiss i gave you before you go. Goodbye Pongo.
P.S : my sister’s story about Pongo is making me cry so badly.
